What is this ?I do not know what is this all about.A feeling that I can’t share to others.A feeling that I can’t explain. I do feel something for him. Something that I don’t know. Everytime I saw him,I feel so happy. It all started with a simple smile, then it hit me, my heart is falling. I do not know the reason; it just hit me so fast that I do not even have time to say Ooppss! Wait a minute! He stole my heart quickly. Now what will I do? He doesn’t even know a single thing about my feeling. I really hate this feeling of mine, I hate feeling it. I don’t want to have this feeling because I know, maybe I’ll just get hurt. But what else can I do? It’s already inside me, in my nerves, in my mind and especially in my heart. I cannot make it go away.I’ve known him for quite a while. We are goods friends. We’re seeing each other and also my feelings are getting deeper and deeper until it reached my heart. Now that’s my problem, I have fallen slowly and gently without my concern. Then, one day I’ve realized that it was too deep to get out. Right now I am trapped in these uncertain, clueless feelings. Somebody tell me that it was crazy. But I think it is not. I don’t want to do this but it was done. Still they can’t understand me, because they think that he’s not the right for me. They also said that if I love a person I usually think the “what if’s”. They said that I can never know what true love is unless I didn’t experience it, because the best thing in the world are those experienced. Other said that if I love someone,let him go, other says keep him. So which is which? I know it is simple,but how I will drive this powerful creation to maintain it’s fire. I want to know him better. The real he is. I just wanna hold him close, but it is all my imagination. But so far all I have to do is thinking of him. That somewhere he is,he also thinking of me too. And he ever see me, if he look at me, would he see what’s inside. Would he know about my feelings. I didn’t mean to fall, but would he be there catch me? I am waiting for this feeling to be mine. Am I entitled for this feeling? Do I have to wait and continue for this uncertain things? How can he love me? I’m not WORTH it!!!